Thursday, March 28, 2013

Road blocks

Things in my life were seeming to be going so great I have the perfect job , amazing friends, and doing well In school. But then 5 weeks ago I started having the worst back pain I have ever felt in my life. So my doctor went and did a bunch of different test for different things and 5 weeks later I have been told I have 3 bulging discs at my lower lumbar. I have been put on short term medical leave from my job. I really can not wait to be able to go back to work hoping to be able to on Monday actually. But I. These 5 weeks so much has happened it's crazy. I went from making a B in my philosophy class to failing it because I was to busy going to the doctor or having a test run or working that it got pushed to the side. My whole point In what seems to be just pointless blabber is that some times life goes from great to chaotic in 2 seconds and we are not always prepared for that to happen. We just have to pick up the pieces And do the best we can with what we have got, even if its not much. Currently I am dealing with a serious back injury that will probably keep me out of work for at least another 2 weeks. I am horribly failing a class that should be fairly easy. I'm way over my head in medical bill and every time I go to the doctor they are putting me on some new type of medication. Which gets very expensive very fast. I can't walk very well and I'm stuck in a house all by myself every day all day. But I do the best I can. I'm studying as hard as I can for both my classes along with forcing myself to stand/walk around the house every day for a half hour. I can't do anything about being on medical leave but I can take physical therapy serious and get better as soon as possible to be able to go back to work. So don't focus only on the negatives but look at what can come from the hard times.