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After a very long night at the airport like four hours of being by myself I finally was able to get on my plane , I actually just got here but everyone is already so welcoming and had a great talk with the dad and Rachael on the way to the house which by the way was another hour drive. So after being up for HOURS on end I finally get here. All I can really say is that I am happy to be here and can not wait to see what this place has to offer me.Well now I am off to take a lovely little nap.


Love you all
xoxo

Beautiful

I have come to the realization that every single girl is beautiful no matter what! I used to have the lowest self esteem out of any of my friends. Its hard sometimes to think of yourself as beautiful , with going through everything I have been through it hard to think that way. Looking back on that now I was being fullish , and just because I am a bigger girl doesn't mean that I'm not beautiful in my own way. It may have taken me 18 years to realize it but I finally have no I will never be a size 5 but I am okay with that. God made me the way he did and I have learned to appreciate that. I hate that our society makes girls feel like they have to be a size 2 to be beautiful well guess what you could be a size 30 and guess what you are still BEAUTIFUL!!!! A pants size/shirt size should not determine what beauty is. Doctors wonder why there are so many people with an eating disorder , well maybe if we stopped telling girls that they have to be a certain size to be considered beautiful don't you think that the problem would drastically decrease? Or how about the BMI chart , there is only like a 15 lbs difference between overweight and underweight. There are so many girls that are skinny and being told that they are overweight or obese when clearly if they look like a stick they are not obese. Who comes up with these things? I think we clearly need to change the way society works. Girls hate there body because they are tough to from a young age if they are not stick thin , and it just gets worse as they get older. Its time for a change. Girls don't ever let someone tell you that you are not beautiful because you ARE!!!

Love you all
xoxoxo