Me

Yupp thats me Ive been blogging for the past 2 years off and on mostly off but every now and then I have something to say. I figured I would let you get to know me a little more than just my posts , because they are my thoughs but I think its time for you to really know me. So to start off my name is Juliea , I'm 18 getting ready to turn 19 on December 23. I am outgoing people say but I'm actually really shy at first. I am a christian but I'm not the biggest fan of organized religion , mainly because its pretty much a bunch of rules when God even said out of the 10 comandments the greats is to love one another as you love yourself. I don't think God wanted us to worship him in a box. They are also the most hypocritacl people I have ever met. Thats besides the point though. I listen to a ton of different types of music but I am a huge supporter of local music. Some of my best friends are actually in this awesome band called When All Hope Fails. http://www.wahfband.com/#!home/mainPage Go check them out they are actually really good. I spend most of my time alone , some call me a loner but I think of myself as an indepentent person.
   
  I am strong minded and have a lot of opinions I just don't always share them. I hate conflict but seem to get into it all the time. Yet just another reason I keep to myself more often then not. I smile a lot but im not always happy. I just cover it up with a smile. Just like everyone im human and have been through my fair share of hard times. I but im trying this new thing where I look for the positive in every bad thing even if it seems almost impossible. I used to have severe depression and I still do. Every day brings new trials that sometimes makes it hard to see the light in all the darkness but its there I just have to work harder on finding it. One day I will I know it I just have to work on it.

A best friend is someone that isnt always easy to find. This girl I have known for about 9 months now and I am way closer to her than I ever was my last best friend. (whom I didnt drop btw we parted ways and are working on maybe being friends again) But that girl in the picture with me her name is Lacy , we have had our ups and downs but we refuse to go to bed mad at each other..There is nothing me and her can not sit down and talk out. She has been there for me so many times whether it was because she had to come pick me up from my ex's house at 7 am because he was being a total jerk and I was bawling my eyes out , or I was just sitting at home alone and bored. One phone call and she is there. When we don't see each other for days at a time those days seem like every day is a week. We are completly crazy and may not be very girly but why should we have to be? We are who we are and we are not going to change for you.
      

That man , thats my dad. He may not have given birth to me but he loves me like he did. I could not ask for a better dad he is my best friend and parent all wrapped into one. He has done things that by no means did he have to. When im hurting he is there to confort me , when im scared he is there to tell me everything is going to be okay , and when I feel like I have no where to turn he is there to welcome me in. With out this man I have no clue where I would be today , he has played a huge part in making me who I am now , and he has only been my dad for a little over 2 years now. But in those 2 years he has though me more than I could ever even imagine was possible. I love him with my whole heart and I don't think he will ever understand how much that is. And I promise you dad that I will make you proud.

         Well thats pretty much who I am , I am who I am because of the people I have mentioned in this plus soo many more. Like my girl Brittinie who i have known for years and moved on me , but we are still super close. and people like that. They are each a HUGE part of my life and a part of me would be missing with out them. I hope this helped you get to know me just a little better than you did before.


Love you guys
xoxoxo