My Boys

                    These guys right here are some of the most down to earth people I have ever met! They are doing what they love and working on making their dreams come true. They put in hours upon hours of hard work into their music , and they have come so far! I got the privilege of hearing their music a year ago.  Like all band they have had hard times but things are looking up for them now. They are far more than just a band. They are friends and even greater then that they are a family. They do what they love but they don't just do it for themselves they do it for the fans. I know that sound cliche but its the truth. They listen to their fans and they realize they would not be able to do what they love with out them. Also they spend a lot of time getting to know their fans. I am privileged to call myself a WAHF girl and be a part of this amazing family. I have gotten to know each one of them on a different level than I ever though I would. Some I knew before the band and other I got to know as they came along. Go and check them out. their web site is in a link in the post below or you can hit them up on facebook. Did I mention they have a UK tour in the works?? At least I think its the UK.



Love you all
xoxoxo

Me

Yupp thats me Ive been blogging for the past 2 years off and on mostly off but every now and then I have something to say. I figured I would let you get to know me a little more than just my posts , because they are my thoughs but I think its time for you to really know me. So to start off my name is Juliea , I'm 18 getting ready to turn 19 on December 23. I am outgoing people say but I'm actually really shy at first. I am a christian but I'm not the biggest fan of organized religion , mainly because its pretty much a bunch of rules when God even said out of the 10 comandments the greats is to love one another as you love yourself. I don't think God wanted us to worship him in a box. They are also the most hypocritacl people I have ever met. Thats besides the point though. I listen to a ton of different types of music but I am a huge supporter of local music. Some of my best friends are actually in this awesome band called When All Hope Fails. http://www.wahfband.com/#!home/mainPage Go check them out they are actually really good. I spend most of my time alone , some call me a loner but I think of myself as an indepentent person.
   
  I am strong minded and have a lot of opinions I just don't always share them. I hate conflict but seem to get into it all the time. Yet just another reason I keep to myself more often then not. I smile a lot but im not always happy. I just cover it up with a smile. Just like everyone im human and have been through my fair share of hard times. I but im trying this new thing where I look for the positive in every bad thing even if it seems almost impossible. I used to have severe depression and I still do. Every day brings new trials that sometimes makes it hard to see the light in all the darkness but its there I just have to work harder on finding it. One day I will I know it I just have to work on it.

A best friend is someone that isnt always easy to find. This girl I have known for about 9 months now and I am way closer to her than I ever was my last best friend. (whom I didnt drop btw we parted ways and are working on maybe being friends again) But that girl in the picture with me her name is Lacy , we have had our ups and downs but we refuse to go to bed mad at each other..There is nothing me and her can not sit down and talk out. She has been there for me so many times whether it was because she had to come pick me up from my ex's house at 7 am because he was being a total jerk and I was bawling my eyes out , or I was just sitting at home alone and bored. One phone call and she is there. When we don't see each other for days at a time those days seem like every day is a week. We are completly crazy and may not be very girly but why should we have to be? We are who we are and we are not going to change for you.
      

That man , thats my dad. He may not have given birth to me but he loves me like he did. I could not ask for a better dad he is my best friend and parent all wrapped into one. He has done things that by no means did he have to. When im hurting he is there to confort me , when im scared he is there to tell me everything is going to be okay , and when I feel like I have no where to turn he is there to welcome me in. With out this man I have no clue where I would be today , he has played a huge part in making me who I am now , and he has only been my dad for a little over 2 years now. But in those 2 years he has though me more than I could ever even imagine was possible. I love him with my whole heart and I don't think he will ever understand how much that is. And I promise you dad that I will make you proud.

         Well thats pretty much who I am , I am who I am because of the people I have mentioned in this plus soo many more. Like my girl Brittinie who i have known for years and moved on me , but we are still super close. and people like that. They are each a HUGE part of my life and a part of me would be missing with out them. I hope this helped you get to know me just a little better than you did before.


Love you guys
xoxoxo

Moving time

Hey guys , so somethings in my life have recently come to the point that I have decided that it would just be best to move. So im packing up my things and leaving for North Carolina here soon (as soon as my dad gets me my plane ticket). I have lived with my mom for the past 16 years , well now im moving in with my dad 9 hours away from everything I know.  Honestly though I think im more excited than I have even been and its not just because I will be only 3 hours away from a beach. Don't worry though my blog will be going with me. I get to have a whole new set of adventures and you guys get to go on them with  me now. Well you get to a little after I have already done them but im glad I will get to experiance these new things with you guys. Im excited to make new friends and spend time with  my dad.

Hope you guys are ready for some new adventures.

xoxoxo

Im back

I know I have not posted in a very long time but tonight something has really been on my mind. I don't understand how a parent can not want to be in their childs life when all they want is for them to be there. How do you just ignore them when they are crying out for you? I understand that there are more and more parents now days that are like that and it breaks my heart. Because why would you even want to bring a child into this world if you didnt want them? Or just keep walking in and out on their lives? Kinda like your teasing them saying yeahh ill make my apperances but other than that you dont get me at all? Or when your child is crying out for help and you tell them to stop being a whinny little bitch and to make themselves happy. I don't think I will ever be able to understand any of this. I hate that kids have to go through this all the time. Ive been there and gotten through it but some of my friends are also here now and I hurt for them. Because I know excatly what its like.


Sorry for the deppresing first post in a long time , but its not like anyone even read this anyways.
Well I love you all
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Justin 5/6/09

 Justin you used to be my best friend when you lived here we did everything together we were inseparable. We when to bon fires together we would drive around for hours just because we couldn't think of anything to do. We went to parks and acted like kids again. And no matter how mad we got at each other we would make up in five minutes. Your mom always said we were going to get married from the time we were little kids until the day you died. You were there the whole time I was with Aaron and what he put me through. You saw every tear I cried and you always had my back. When your parents made you move our world came crashing down I only got to see you from your facebook pictures or the pictures that you sent me. We didn't grow apart we talked every night some times all night and I would only get maybe 20 mins of sleep before I would have to get up and get ready for school. But it didn't matter to me you were more important. You were always my first priority. But one day when I got a call from your mom around 10 in the morning I just knew something was wrong before I answered the phone. And I was right I though maybe you had gotten sick like really sick and when to the hospital or something but that part I was wrong your mom called to tell me that she found you dead in your room when your little brothers couldn't get you to wake up so they called your mom. She read me the note you left and she sent me the letter you wrote and I will always hold it dear to me. Your not said: " Mom I love you and I'm sorry I have been trying to tell you since the day we left the move was not right for me, and Dad I'm sorry I let you down. Tell Juliea that I love her and I have ever since I realized girls don't have cooties I really was going to marry her one day" He also said that he had something he wanted them to send me and that I could pick any thing of his that I wanted. I refused to take accept any of it. I didn't want to be reminded every day of my best friend that was no longer here. But now looking back on it I wish I would have taken that old sweatshirt of yours  that your mom bough you when you were 15 that was like 5 sizes to big the one that I always stole or wore to bed. Because I can't go a day with out thinking about you anymore and I realized a few months ago that I really loved you too. Justin I know you can't read this and you wont see it but I wish you would have just held on a few more years and you could have moved back and we could have been together. I love you so much and cant wait to see you one day in heavan.


Love always,
Juliea.

Taking away?

Have you ever wondered why does God let bad things happen to good people? Don't lie we all have one time or another. But if you really think about it he is just taking away something he gave you..He may have blessed you with money, family, or something else. So if he gave it to you doesn't he kind of have the right to take it away? I mean when you were a little kid or even as a parent you give your friends/kids something and then you take it back, and it makes them sad or mad and they always wonder why. Well its kinda the same with God I mean God took away everything Job had but he still remained faithful and said that God has blessed me with this and now he takes it away. Nothing is ever for sure even if we want it to. Sure it might not be fair that the best person you can think of gets cancer or you lose your best friend, but remember God has blessed you and he can take it back at any point. Like the song says. "You give and take away you give and take away my heart will choose to say Lord, blessed be your name. "

love always
♥kisses and kix♥

Chase your Dreams

Everyone has at least one thing that they want to accomplish before they die. Some might want to have kids or be the head of a company, or even buy a cow for a village which by the way is a thousand dollars if you didn't know. It's different for everyone. But for me it's something that I can't tell you that just because people from my hometown read this. At least I think they do. But I am really wanting to make a difference. So to everyone out there that has a dream or something they just really want to accomplish before they die. Go after it make it happen. Work hard and if you fail try again. Life is not easy but if you fallow after your dreams and never give up. You can do what ever you put your mind to.



xoxo
Kisses and Kix